Post #4

Alright...I decided to not really post anything for a while. I really wanted to see how I have done since the last time I posted. Let me tell you, this rehab is not easy. I have gone through many withdrawal symptoms. I have been feeling nauseous, insomniatic, anxious, and haven't eaten well. I do however, think it is working. I feel like I can live my life sober. Maybe have a drink here or there. NO...hold on...I got to stop myself there. I am here to stop this. I CAN do it. I am really getting the hang of how life goes here and how I can stop this addiction from ever ruining my life again. Luckily my parents came through for this rehab price. As I have already said, the cost for the therapist was not cheap. I love my parents and I do not know how I could live without them. Since everything looks promising for me so far, I feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have only a two more weeks left and I am ready to make it worth the money. I can't let my family down and I can't allow myself to quit. I have to get through this. I will.