Post #1

Alright Guys...this is my first blog...My therapist/physician has told me to write these down for my health and to fight my addiction. She said that this was all to reflect on my day's events. Let's hope this works because I can't keep putting away this fact that I have this disease. I feel trapped, but because of my friends I am getting help and I am semi- optimistic. It's hard and I knew that I had to do this. I finally have just accepted the fact that I have this problem. Many do not even accept it and end up living a depressing life, until they die of, perhaps a liver malfunction. This is why I can't keep living this way. The therapist said that she will see me twice a week. I really hope this works. I have had this for too long, now is the time. I have been struggling with jobs, relationships, and family because of this monster. Now is the time, for I am at my end.